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Wednesday, December 18th, 2002
6:45 am	dope rhymes Yo check it! Who’s got the compost that rocks the most? Who be taking bong hits with the holy ghost? Who’ll let you shoot her guns no fee? The answer is Mrs. G. Gordon Liddy A felon may not be legally entitled to bears arms but that aint no thing when ya got lucky charms MILK TOAST!!! MILK TOAST!!! M-M-M--M-MILK TOAST!!! (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 17th, 2002
1:01 am	Australopithecus surprise! Things are not going as planned. I hope I get to go to phxx thursday. I'm getting some pick ups for xmas. I'm stealing gifts. I love pauses in songs where you think it's over and then it's like Oh NO WE AINT' DONE ROCKING!!! I apologize for being such a cheeseball. (Comment on this)
Saturday, December 14th, 2002
12:49 am	moby got punked I stole a bottleneck slide thinking I it would be fun. It just makes my guitar playing sound like a dying cat. My last final is in 8 hours. After that I'm going to the street fair with lindsey and monique. my eyes hurt. (Comment on this)
Friday, December 6th, 2002
12:50 am	little dogs pretty girls I'm an expert procrastinator. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, December 5th, 2002
2:39 am	Is anyone out there? It feels like I'm breathing but there's barely any air coming through. My blood will soon turn blue. I can't sleep. I have to wake up early to unload christmas trees then do hours of makeup work I've put off. (Comment on this)
12:39 am	sminking of gin I forgot calvin johnson/little wings played tonight. I'm retarded. All the good shows here dont work out for me. I'm leaving on jet plane. don't know when I'll be back again. I wrote a song to the chord progression of 99 luftballons and sang about necks and bones. It sounds like the get up kids or something. I have an interview at wild oats tommrrow. I miss Jon H. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 3rd, 2002
3:11 pm	soft and little now Tommrrow I start working at magpies. I got an interview at wild oat for the produce section. I'll most likely get the job via Purvis. That will be working like 50 hours a week. If I get the wild oats job I'm not going Florida. I want to tour with the mountain goats. I can tell he wants to be my best friend. I'm sick as a dog. My momma purchased some hippie medicine for me. Someone give us a good band name. I want to start booking the tour. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, December 2nd, 2002
8:57 pm	year of the silk worm patrick o'connor is a bright example patrick o'connor is a survey systems consultant with seismic asia pacific patrick o'connor is again able to be out after having been laid up for a number of weeks by illness patrick o'connor is the treasurer and auditor for hennepin county patrick o'connor is probably one of the best friends fred never knew he had patrick o'connor is the vice chairman of the massachusetts republican society patrick o'connor is originally from wellington and has been resident in wanganui for the past eighteen years patrick o'connor is irish patrick o'connor is now on trial in the central criminal court patrick o'connor is a full patrick o'connor is the monitoring & evaluation coordinator patrick o'connor is an associate professor of media arts at james madison university and a freelance writer patrick o'connor is an associate professor of media arts at james madison univeristy and a freelance writer patrick o'connor is bucking that trend patrick o'connor is at home in the topanga canyon area of los angeles patrick o'connor is hanged 6/20 for murdering his cabin patrick o'connor is an internationally recognised expert in his field and the book provides a good introduction to a number of topics patrick o'connor is st patrick o'connor is lcvp co patrick o'connor is a poet patrick o'connor is most insistent that he doesn't pass them on to resort properties patrick o'connor is gearing up to revise victoria's cycling map patrick o'connor is a sensitive and tender soul with a healing voice patrick o'connor is on fire patrick o'connor is a writer and broadcaster patrick o'connor is vague patrick o'connor is first in rebounding patrick o'connor is an experienced restructuring practitioner patrick o'connor is here and would be able to make a presentation (Comment on this)
Sunday, December 1st, 2002
10:52 pm	7 months of feeling guilty http://www.wfmu.org/playlists/MU That's jeff mangums radio show. It's neat. Tonight I filled out forms to work at magpies. I start wednsday night. Stolen goods in my position tonight: The holy in hardback. I've been waiting for this book. a mighty fine jackson 5 tape. I know it only cost a quarter. a bottle of cayenne pepper a bottle of curry Spices This post was pretty pointless. this little light of mine... (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 27th, 2002
3:08 am	Matthew, Come get your rope. Why do I have this notion that I should have more qualms with the universes decisions? As if my emotional reaction is not adequate. It's like I'm not entirely human. I never really experience negative emotions that aren't fleeting. I needn't feel guilty for trying to be happy. It seems that I'm practically incapable of regret. It feels like I'm pretending to be surprised. I talked to John. All systems are go. Departure is scheduled the first week of February. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 26th, 2002
2:15 am	the sweetness lies within you I might not go to school next semester and go earlier to florida. its just a thought. I need to talk to big john. It would allow more time to tour and roam around europe. I don't feel like I'm floundering for once in my life. My nana uncle mike and aunt angie are coming out here for thanksgiving. Nana loves lindsey. I hope she doesn't think I lost the good one. Lindsey said she would come to thanksgiving at my dads to see her. She's a good sport. I love her. Dilletta youre phone charge is at jesses still. Someone feed me. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, November 25th, 2002
3:01 pm	break it up~breakdown!!! Lb, sorry for my doublestandards. Why can't I ever think before I act? DD, DQ presented a vision. thats his purpose. I don't know why I expected that of mm. It was talked up. DQ has a great booklist for practical life applications. Sometimes I think I'm poison. I am ever so intent on fucking everything up whether I want to or not. (Comment on this)
Sunday, November 17th, 2002
1:55 pm	playing piano filled with flame I might go to florida in the summer and be a construction worker. Then go tour and then go to Spain. I wrote you a song. It will soon be in the mail. I cannot foresee any chile in there. Sorry D. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, November 7th, 2002
7:36 pm	stigmata I potentially might have a job at comet cleaners by tommorrow. The manager said he would call me. I hope we can practice tommorrow. I hope kevin doesn't flake. I want to see dear nora badly. (Comment on this)
1:36 am	climb a tree and follow the stars Jess and I started to make cookies but I forsake the recipe and turned them into cholate white russian cookies that I put in a brownie pan. It turned out kind of cakelike, good though. We watched resovior dogs. Steve Boshemi is my uncle by marriage. Dave and Kevin dropped out of school. Kevin even half joking urged me to drop out. He's a good influence. I am just going to take a guitar class next semester in the mornings. Why is it that so many of the bands in tucson are concentrating on getting really good at the same time. Hopefully it will culminate into something beautiful. Then we'll probably leave if we can afford it and Tucson will become dull again. sigh.. I miss training for utopia. Hey D!!! Where do you intend to sell the baked at the show? Will gameworks let you set up a table? I doubt it. You should talk to kristen. Or you can go around like a drug dealer and have a pie hidden under you trench coat. Selling drugs is a better idea. How much would a soft serve machine cost? Bake sales are not too profitable honey. I'm having a vegan thanksgiving at my house the day after. The 29th I think. I might just deepfry a tofurky if you're lucky. You are invited. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 6th, 2002
7:04 pm	who put the beat in the bathtub!?! As I stepped out of jessys truck into my driveway I heard this little lisped voice of my neighbor. I couldn't see him. He was upstairs looking out his window but he was behind a screen. My neighbors on the other side were trimming a tree in their front yard. He told me to stop them from cutting the palo verde because it was the state tree. He knows his stuff. I assured him the tree wouldn't die. (Comment on this)
7:04 pm	who put the beat in the bathtub!?! As I stepped out of jessys truck into my driveway I heard this little lisped voice of my neighbor. I couldn't see him. He was upstairs looking out his window but he was behind a screen. My neighbors on the other side were trimming a tree in their front yard. He told me to stop them from cutting the palo verde because it was the state tree. He knows his stuff. I assured him the tree wouldn't die. (Comment on this)
7:04 pm	who put the beat in the bathtub!?! As I stepped out of jessys truck into my driveway I heard this little lisped voice of my neighbor. I couldn't see him. He was upstairs looking out his window but he was behind a screen. My neighbors on the other side were trimming a tree in their front yard. He told me to stop them from cutting the palo verde because it was the state tree. He knows his stuff. I assured him the tree wouldn't die. (Comment on this)
7:04 pm	who put the beat in the bathtub!?! As I stepped out of jessys truck into my driveway I heard this little lisped voice of my neighbor. I couldn't see him. He was upstairs looking out his window but he was behind a screen. My neighbors on the other side were trimming a tree in their front yard. He told me to stop them from cutting the palo verde because it was the state tree. He knows his stuff. I assured him the tree wouldn't die. (Comment on this)
7:04 pm	who put the beat in the bathtub!?! As I stepped out of jessys truck into my driveway I heard this little lisped voice of my neighbor. I couldn't see him. He was upstairs looking out his window but he was behind a screen. My neighbors on the other side were trimming a tree in their front yard. He told me to stop them from cutting the palo verde because it was the state tree. He knows his stuff. I assured him the tree wouldn't die. (Comment on this)